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I feel totaly liberated these days, feel like life may actually take a good turn and i will be 100% happy. Currently listening to;
winds of plague- the great stone war.

currently watching;
underage and pregnant on bbc i player its rather interesting.

No good

the weather is shit, im a bit fed up in life starting to feel guilty for not persuing what i should be doing i.e college etc.
i just cant get the will power to begin.

life apart from the is alright though my man is amazing my friends are top notch and im pretty shifty myself :)

Its been too long.

God its been ages since i wrote on this.
I didnt exactly have much to write about anyway.
a bit has changed since then though, I have a new man in my life :)
robbbieee.

also the friends i have the now are top notch.
been decorating my new room its bloody massive and its taking ages.
gonna miss my wee room but.

theres nothing to watch on tv now that shameless is finished.

grey days

Nothing to do today cause plans were swiftly changing.
but its all good.

i deserve a slap anyway, brothers birthday and due to getting
my pay day mixed up i have got him sweet fuck all!
i have NO money and i hate it.

shopping tomorrow though once i get paid :)
and then gordons 19th on saturday gonna get wrecked.

sweetshit!!!!

hiya wi the boomba

boreeeeed, gordon wont stop asking me to go out

nutjob that he is.

EM yeah no much happened recently.boring old life.

LOOOOOLLLLL.

that is all.

dez moines

whatta good song.

not wrote in here for a while just can never be arsed

so much is happening right now aswell.

the sunshine has been out recently sitting having a nice drink with my friends

in the sun is braw ive missed it.
this weekend should be good.

awol on friday with gordon and ross even if they dont know they are going :P

and the saturday night i have nothing planned as yet but its the weekend so its good.

p.s does anyone else think trace cyrus doesnt only have a shite name but fails at life,thought so.

Long time no speak.

Ive been away for a bit , lots happened since i last posted a blog man.

Im single which is a bit weird, having to find my feet again.

im trying my hardest to do something productive everyday to make my brain work again aha.

i have a job interview tomorrow, hopefully all goes well.

me and my mum are actually becoming closer which is great

and ive became really close to a few people which is also amazing.

currently listening to :

DMT- touch you( qualifide lego mix).

p.s new hur ;)

Me and the besty got really bored and took loadsa silly pics.
this is why we need a life.

COLD

waking up to this fucking cold every morning actually makes you want to be sick.
so im bored already the sites i normally watch films on arnt working and knobody is online.
LIFEISSHITRIGHTNOW.

im sick of job hunting actually sick of it.
this fucking country sucks.

the only thing keeping me going is summmmmmerrrrrr.

oh and my parents might be forcing me to go on holiday over
my birthday , so i wont be having a party or a get together (Y) fucking great !!!
:/

Addicted.

Im fucking addicted to suicide season
not the whole album just the song.
just an amaizng track like.

took me a while to actually listen to it.
just downloaded about 5 millions songs today aswell.
my zen needed some updating if im honest.
tomorrow i NEED to go into town and get
a new ball for my septum bar as one of them came out
one night in my sleep.
was gutted.

Just had a nice weekend with the boy aswell
after not seeing him for a week,
i hate the way things are going with it.
not seeing him as much kills me.
:/

but on the plus side when i do see him
its just amazing.

Great weekend.

This weekend was jam packed.
Thursday however was mine and my boyfriends one year anniversery.
we went to a chinese restaraunt in the omni and then went to the movies
to see role models.
was a really good night.

then on friday i had a lazy day
just how i like it.

saturday went out with the boys parents to
frankie and benny's had an amazing meal.
cant remember what it was called
but it was amazing.

i came home on sunday and started looking for a job again.
the stress starts now again!!

Toothache.

I used to have amazing teeth could eat all the sweets
in the world and never have a problem but now
they are officially FUCKED.
constantly sore and sensitive they feel mingin.
and EUGH.
i want fakeys.

The special one.

My wonderful boyfriend james.

hes been there for me for so long now.

in two days it will be out 1 year anniversery!!

going for a meal and then the pictures.

its gonna make me skint but you dont get

an anniversery very ofteni love you booo!!!

Best friend

My best friend Dannielle.
we have been through so much, all the usual shite.
shes so strong though i admire her for that.
not physically but mentally strong.
we didnt see each other much for a couple
of months but everything is good now.
just listened to a day to remembers new album
its lush.

Home alone.

Normally during the week your doing something.
not for me im sitting at home with fuck all to do,
its getting very depressing.
Looking for jobs gets frustrating after a while
and watching movies all day gets boring.
someone please hire me!
My house is freezing too and being home alone
is bliss.